Saturday, October 23, 2004
ELAINESIEW ; SIEWYUWEN ; EX SPOUSE ; THE GOOD ; THE ACT NICE ; THE OTHER FAILURE :
darling, you've been someone really special that i simply can't deny. i know i didn’t really treasure you at one point of the year and that is my loss. probably its only when i know the person's leaving or when the person leaves that i come to realise how important their existence/presence mean to me? but by then its too late. im not at all good with words but im still going to type everything down:
i knew you in sec one through jean. then, we only said 'HI!'. sec two both of us became monitors fer the first semester, got closer. sat for the first home econs test & almost failed it, became the partners in failure. may 14th during ipw presentation cause of nicolongshalin, we became husband & wife. haha! i really want to thank you fer every single you've done. you've lent a listening ear when i was sad, a helping hand when i needed help and you never failed to make me smile & laugh with all your rubbish! and i truly appreciate it though i guess i’ve never said it. there's just too much too nice about you that i simply can't bear to part with. you're my inspiration, my destination, my day & night, my heart chiller, my pain reliever. without you, my life IS incomplete. regardless of the number of times i said you're lousy, called you a failure, said that you're crazy(which made you sink into depression haha), that you’re irritating or that you're so UNnice, i never meant it :) you're like totally the opposite! you're so SWEET(that im going to have tooth decay) , so NICE(that i really think you're not acting nice), so GOOD(that you're not lousy), so CARING(that people won't think that you're not caring? haha) & so ADORABLE(that you're really adorable la! haha). ((did all that just come from me? haha)) you've been someone really really great and no words can ever describe that, not even a picture(though it paints a thousand words. hurr!). in my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky, in my heart there'll always be a place for you for all my life. i'll keep a part of you with me & everywhere i am there you'll be. i’ll miss you even more than the desert miss the rain :( i could list a million things a love about you but at all boils down to one reason: i l o v e y o u, i really do. I LOVE YOU from the depth of my heart & soul, and ALWAYS will. cross my heart, i promise - hooks pinky.
(i think this really sounds so UNQIN haha but i really mean everything said. heh – blushes.)
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it's all about me ;
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