Sunday, February 20, 2005
i'm supposed to be asleep now, but aye.

i read fong's blog.

i hate thinking back too.
i hate thinking back & then regretting so much, feeling remorseful about what i did & how i thought then.
those thoughts were just simply fatuous, childish & immature.
i hate the after thought rueful feeling :/
i hate remembering & recalling the times spent together & then looking at how different some things are now.
i hate not treasuring what i had then.
i hate knowing that no matter how many times i say 'i should learn how to treasure things more', i never do.


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1:25 AM
it's all about me ;
deal with it